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12/3/2019 6:51 am

I Will Survive
Grace
Bad Bad Leroy Brown
The Logical Song
Hotel California
Stuck In the Middle with You
I39m a Believer
Bohemian Rhapsody
How to Forget
Suspicious Minds
The Joker
Killing Me Softly with His Song
You Dont Bring Me Flowers
Crazy Train
Change The World
Power of Love
Sweet Dreams are Made of This
Mr Blue Sky
You Matter to Me
Change
Unlonely
Mr Curiosity
Love is Still the Answer

Since I was a Debbi Downer yesterday, let's start this with a bit of good news:

Logan and I are planning a get together in February. I'm super stoked and can't wait. We are going to the Dirty Show in Detroit; getting a couples massage; plus a night at Motor City Casino in Detroit; and who knows what else we'll get into while I'm there.

For over a decade, the Dirty Show® has been considered one of the largest and most important erotic art exhibitions on the planet. Each year, the exhibit features hundreds of quality erotic works, in virtually every imaginable media, from all over the world. It has become an immersive experience, with world-class performance artists on the stage and in the audience. It attracts a diverse and cutting-edge audience of free-spirited Detroiters, whose yearly attendance has continued to grow into the thousands. Now, celebrating its 21st year, the exhibition continues to push boundaries, and remains a beacon for established and emerging artists from around the world. https://dirtydetroit.com/

Next bit of good news is that I have a “crush” on a man I know in real life. Now, look, we're still in the flirting stages, though it's real obvious we're into each other. I catch him checking out the booty quite often, and I've rubbed his head. (The one on top of his neck, you pervs. ) I have a “thing” for bald heads, I see them and want to rub them. It's a sensory thing.

He's about ten years younger than me; tall (most adults are taller than me, I'm like five foot nothing); sexy; and owns a local business. He loves my sense of humor; enjoys my opinionated nature; and well...I will admit I've fantasized a few sex scenes with him.

However, we have yet to have “the” conversation. You know the one:

“So, look, I'm a polyamorous nonbinary switch, do you know what that means?”

Should be fun

Alright, now, into the story of “Blake Shelton Dude”:

I want to start by making something clear; I talked with many of these people I didn't know on the internet because I was and am still attempting to figure out how my credit history got wiped. Definitely not as much today as I did just two months ago, but it's still a real source of curiosity for me. I mean, wouldn't you be curious?

A blogger here said something to me in response to one of my posts: “This is not like Instagram; Twitter; or Facebook...this is fantasy land.” Well, this is what I'd like to say to her but didn't: If you think social media is real; you're fooling yourself. That's what is wrong with this digital world, in my humble opinion; too many people “playing pretend”.

A man claiming to be Blake Shelton showed up in my inbox on Instagram on August 22, I still have the emails in my inbox. And, yes, of course, I spoke to him like he was actually Blake Shelton. Trust I knew it wasn't him, but I was still, heavily, in investigation mode. So, I just played along rather than challenge this person.

It started innocently, then he wanted to know if I wanted to “work” for his foundation. He asked if I had a bank account, and I told him I didn't. He asked if I had a credit card, told him I didn't have that either. He told me if I wanted to work with his foundation, I would need one. Funny, huh? I found it funny, not in a haha way, more like....really freaking interesting.

The amount of people I was talking with on the internet pushing me to get a real bank account was unbelievable. It had to be connected to my credit being wiped. There's no way possible it's not. Why would so many people be pushing me to get a bank account?

So, look, I only talked with “Blake” for about a week before he pawned me off on another person who said their name was “Kennedy” who supposedly worked for his foundation. Now, Kennedy showed up in my text messages after I gave “Blake” my phone number, on September 2nd of this year. Get over yourselves, I was all ready in deep, what difference did it make?

This is when Hurricane Dorian was still being forecast to hit us in Florida. We were bundling all the loose twigs and branches that Mainman cut from the trees overhanging our house by day; and I was still dealing with people in my text messages and inboxes on various social media sites at night. Not only was I investigating how my credit got wiped; I also was providing fap fodder and therapy to others. It was an intense time, for sure.

Kennedy asked if I would do the foundation a small favor; and I told him I was busily getting ready for the Hurricane. I didn't hear from him for a couple of days. Then, there was this push for me to get a credit card. And, well, since I didn't have any credit, I would have to get a secured one. I did all the work looking into it, and told them I would get one.

I never did get the credit card, though I did look into it. I just made a decision that I didn't want credit cards and all that. I don't want to participate in the credit industry. I kind of like that I don't exist in the world of credit, and decided not to get one and told him so.

I started camming on Passion during this time. It was how I met both Eagle and the other guy, they saw me camming. I also stopped talking with almost everyone I was talking with for fap fodder. I told them if they wanted to see me they could join Passion and watch me cam. Many did. I went back to blogging, and life was still insanely busy.

Kennedy was in my text messages asking me for my banking login information; I told him no..of course. Then, he switched gears and asked me to open an IRA. Weird, right? Why would it matter if I had an IRA or not. I told him No. He offered to send me a picture of his passport and did. Yep, I have a copy of someone's passport in my phone. I'm not going to release it, I don't know who this person is.

He also sent me a picture of his face. It's difficult to tell if they're the same person. The passport has a pic of a man with a clean shaven face; dude had a beard. I looked him up, by the way. There's not a lot of information online about this person, though. And, I did a reverse image search on google and tineye, nothing came up. So, yeah, who knows?

Anyhoo.

There's this whole thing where he kept talking about god and I kept telling him that I didn't believe in the Christian god. It was like everything I said to him was forgotten, and he kept pushing me. He started trying to emotionally manipulate me; calling me dear and cutie. I was like, dude, no...no, this is supposed to be business related...don't talk with me that way. Then, he was in a car accident and talking about the bible and I was like...I don't believe in the bible.

Finally, at the end of September, he texted asking me how I felt that day. My answer: “I feel ready to block this number. Bye Now”. And, then, I blocked the number.

Two days later, Mainman was jumped by a group of four in the neighborhood. Two he knew very well.

And, that's where I am going to leave it.

Up Next: Mainman is beat and kicked within an inch of his life.

Material World

By

Tracy Chapman

You in your fancy
Material world
Don't see the links of chain
Binding blood
Our own ancestors
Are hungry ghosts
Closets so full of bones
They won't close
Call it upward mobility
But you've been sold down the river
Just another form of slavery
And the whole man-made white world
Is your master
You in your fancy
Material world
Create in your own image
A supreme god
Your virgin Mary
Your holy ghosts
Claimed to be pure of heart
Have hands that are stained with blood
You in your fancy
Material world
Don't see the links of chain
Binding
Source: LyricFind
Songwriters: Tracy L Chapman

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Paulxx001 62M
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12/3/2019 7:19 am

The Dirty Snow huh? 🤔 Hmm... sounds like fun! 👍 😊

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SpunkyMonkeyz58 61M
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12/3/2019 7:24 am

Happy for yo w'th the new cr'sh o'r dear fr'end All the best always OMG abo't the rest and tr'th, no wonder yo'r novel when complete, can become a best seller Xx Oo Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm Prrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrfect Awroooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Meoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooows


jajo696 64F
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12/3/2019 8:05 am

Good for you Enig...im sure you will figure all this out. Hoping so anyway. Your new guy sounds promising.....hoping so for that too....~~


lok4fun500 109M  
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12/3/2019 9:09 am

I am bald..........If you wanted to touch my head(on my shoulders) you'd need a verrrrry long arm.........I like country but I'm not a singer like Blake....
Have fun in Detroit!!




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EnigmaInitiative 51F  
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12/3/2019 12:19 pm

    Quoting Paulxx001:
    The Dirty Snow huh? 🤔 Hmm... sounds like fun! 👍 😊
It does, doesn't it? I can't wait.

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EnigmaInitiative 51F  
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12/3/2019 12:21 pm

    Quoting SpunkyMonkeyz58:
    Happy for yo w'th the new cr'sh o'r dear fr'end All the best always OMG abo't the rest and tr'th, no wonder yo'r novel when complete, can become a best seller Xx Oo Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm Prrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrfect Awroooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Meoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooows
Thank You Monkeez!!!

We shall see what the future will bring, I may play an Oracle on the internet sometimes...but I'm not one. Ya know.

Thanks for all your support, I appreciate it

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EnigmaInitiative 51F  
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12/3/2019 12:22 pm

    Quoting jajo696:
    Good for you Enig...im sure you will figure all this out. Hoping so anyway. Your new guy sounds promising.....hoping so for that too....~~
I hope I figure it out one day, but I suspect I'll be stuck with "Good Anonymous". We shall see though.

Thanks, I appreciate it. I really like him.

Happy Tuesday

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EnigmaInitiative 51F  
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12/3/2019 12:22 pm

    Quoting lok4fun500:
    I am bald..........If you wanted to touch my head(on my shoulders) you'd need a verrrrry long arm.........I like country but I'm not a singer like Blake....
    Have fun in Detroit!!
Well, damn, I have TRex arms. LOLOLOL

I'm sure I will, great company and all. Ya know?

Happy Tuesday

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Apollorising58 59M  
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12/3/2019 12:32 pm

Sounds like your material world is a tough place!

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EnigmaInitiative 51F  
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12/3/2019 12:35 pm

    Quoting Apollorising58:
    Sounds like your material world is a tough place!
Tougher than Minimalism World.

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Logan0867 52M
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12/3/2019 2:21 pm

Superstoked and can't wait either...is it February yet? LOL


EnigmaInitiative 51F  
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12/4/2019 5:48 pm

    Quoting Logan0867:
    Superstoked and can't wait either...is it February yet? LOL
It sure feels like it here, it's cooooooooooold.

(51 is too cold, you can't tell me different. LOLOLO

Love ya

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