I'm a nerd who lives vicariously through the eternal marching forward of technology, and holds the society responsible for its creation in utter contempt. I'm a total narcissist who becomes enraged when people don't live up to my impossibly high standards that I don't even come close to meeting. I rationalize everything as a counter-balance to my emotional instability. I want to take over the world, and so I rage against those who have beaten me to it. I'm optimistic about the decline of civilization, and pessimistic about what it'll take to get there. I'm kinda paradoxical like that.